Perhaps I had an epiphany yesterday. I'm still
saddened by the events in life lately, but I have lowered my expectations of
acceptance. I knew I needed an attitude adjustment --- I just wasn't
sure how to go about giving myself one. I'm feeling more comfortable
in my melancholic state. That's a fucking oxymoron if I ever heard
one. Maybe I'm letting the waters of denial lap up over my
consciousness. Either way, I'm feeling better.
=)
Thank you to all who have
helped to ease the burden of my angst. And to those of you who didn't
help much, I can only hope you learn compassion & strength at some point in
your life. I am better today, but I am just beginning a painful
journey with a numbing destination. I will try my hardest to carry my
own weight; however I fully expect to stumble here & there.
On an unrelated topic which also gives me angst, I have my dermatological
appointment tomorrow. Wish me healthy cancer-free skin or at least
small scars!
/smiling through my tears :)
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