Wednesday, February 8, 2017
I will not fall today
I can feel the dark edges creeping in. I am feeling overwhelmed by life's entropy. I know I will get sucked back into the mire of my negative thoughts. I feel the inevitability of darkness and depression.
But today I will be strong, and I will fight it. I will do extra self-care. I've made plans to exercise and have lunch with a friend. I will pamper myself the rest of the day. And tell myself pretty lies. I will make course corrections every time I feel my wheels drifting into the void.
I will fall again.
But not today.