Monday, November 8, 2004

Last night went better and worse than I thought.  I enjoyed myself but didn't like part of me that fell back into dysfunctional family patterns.  It was very subtle, but I saw it and hated it.  Maybe it's part of my whole self-loathing phase I'm coping with.  Feel free to stop reading for a few days cuz I'm throwing myself a GIANT pity party.  :p