Another skipped class tonight and more of the same general
funk. :(
I've been
pushing my friends away a little bit cuz I don't want to lie and say I'm
fine, but I also don't want to cry their ears off. I did pick one to
cry to (lucky sap :p), so I'm
not keeping this all locked up. Plus, I have this outlet, millions
(haha don't flatter myself) of semi-anonymous people sharing a tiny piece of
my pain. Thanks. =)
It's a good thing my body pushes me to eat cuz I'm starting to lose my
appetite. Emotionally the food doesn't taste good, but physically my
body is craving nourishment. I guess that's how people overeat.
Sometimes the food inspires an emotional spark. Lately, mine mostly
tastes dull but I eat it anyway since I can't afford to lose weight. I
haven't even had chocolate in days. Maybe that's my problem. I
don't want any though.
To top it all off, I'm dehydrated from crying so much. Thankfully, my
body has been kind to me and held off on the migraine activity.
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