Tuesday, April 18, 2023

dance party or pity party?

Wendy:  I should have a dance party soon!

 

Life: How about a pity party??

 

It might be edibles time and pity party re-imagined!  You know when you're feeling down and think life is shitty, but then something happens that makes it shittier, and you have fond memories of the slightly less shitty yesterday was?

Yesterday, while I was cleaning up after all the storms that have blown through South Florida, I slipped on a tiny baby mango.  They're hard like golf balls, and I rolled my foot down a step.  But I didn't fall and hurt the rest of me, so yay?  I'm trying to find a silver lining here, 

I know nothing is that serious, but the anxiety of what could be is what's getting to me.  I definitely need to re-frame, whether with or without edibles will be the question later.  I don't like using them as a crutch, but they work really well in alleviating anxiety.  I suppose I don't like crutches in general.  I even went for my walk yesterday AFTER the injury.  I'm skipping today because everyone has told me to elevate it and quit being a dumbass.

And I broke a nail making coffee this morning.  So sad...