Wednesday, January 13, 2021

so much dread

I called and scheduled my dermatologist appointment before I could chicken out like I did yesterday.  Somehow it requires so much mental energy, that by yesterday afternoon, I just couldn't.  I have tears in my eyes.  Fuck, why am I so traumatized by it??  It's potentially only a couple more scars, right?

I need to redo my post-it note that says I love myself, scars and all.

I love myself, scars and all



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