Tuesday, November 4, 2003

Hard to believe that my mom died 4 years ago today.  It seems like it's been both longer than that and shorter.  Dunno how to explain it.  I still miss the fact that I don't have a mother at times, but mostly I'm okay with it.  I think I cry a few times a year over it and probably that's just when I'm extra hormonal.  Somehow, I have no tears or sadness today which surprised me a bit.  I even had a smile because so many of her orchids are in bloom.  An absolutely beautiful shade of purple orchid just opened today.  =)