Hi, I'm Wendy, and this is my little piece of reality. It is a world unto itself filled with endless possibilities & a myriad of images in full Technicolor.
Welcome to my alternate space/time continuum. Be forewarned that sometimes people's concept of time gets totally shattered when they associate with me. You might come here out of curiosity to check me out quickly and end up spending much more time than you'd anticipated.
@wendria
Tuesday, January 21, 2020
attack of the 'what ifs'
Anxiety is kicking my ass lately. What if I never...? What if X happens?
I've tried several methods to quiet my brain, but I can't seem to get ahead of this. I've tried guided meditation, walking in nature, weightlifting, socializing, alcohol, distractions, and talking to a trusted friend, among other things.
I'm at my wit's end and not sure how much longer I can endure.
My stomach is in knots, and I have to force myself to eat. It usually wears off in a few days, so I'm hopeful I can stick it out until then. Wish me calm.
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